Saturday, November 13, 2010

So I use this

as a means of venting where I feel like most people won't see. Heck, I'm pretty sure nobody else uses theirs anymore, so I'm thinking nobody will see this at all. And maybe that's a good thing.
But lately I've been feeling pretty buh. Basically almost as bad as it was before. And I know that's a pretty vague thing to say, but I know for a fact that nobody fully knows what I'm talking about, so I'm going to be as vague as I please. And maybe it's partially my fault that I have nobody to talk to about these things, but I don't know. I feel like a burden. Like I'm trying to make my problems everyone's problems. Like if I talk about it, I'm being so self absorbed and nobody really cares. Like if I tell other people... it becomes reality. And I don't know if I'm ready for that.

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