I recently read a suicide note some girl posted on her tumblr, and it was honestly one of the saddest things I've ever read. I sat here, crying, not only because it was sad, but because at one point in my life I felt the exact same way she did. And the fact that her situation was so much more intense than mine made me seem even more like an idiot than I did before. And I know people are always like "I know what you're going through," blah blah blah, but I honestly could relate. And maybe that's why I got so emotional over it. I've honestly felt that low, like there was no other option for me but to give up on everything all together. And this is something that only 2 people know anything about. And the fact that I even posted anything about it on here is a huge step for me.