Wednesday, February 10, 2010

I've come to realize

that I sometimes liked boys, just for the sake of liking someone. Like it was something to do, something to think about. Something to distract me from how much I hated myself. I really truthfully hated myself.
I felt like nothing I did was good enough. I wasn't talented, I wasn't extremely pretty, or smart, or anything worth being proud of myself for. I was just average. Maybe even below average.
But I'm starting to become more confident. I can say that I find myself okay now. I'm not extremely smart, but I'm not dumb. I'm okay looking, not beautiful, but not ugly. And I'm okay with being single. I really am.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

You're beautiful.
I love you.
:)

Laura Bradley said...

You are the best at cheering everyone up and making life exciting.

Carly said...

Shanks guysss. Love you both