feeling jealous. I hate being angry. I hate having all these emotions, because I rarely let them show. I keep them bottled up inside, and I'm bound to crack sometime. I just don't want it to happen. I want to keep a positive attitude, and try to make light of everything like people expect me to. I want to be the happy care free person that people see.
But I'm not. I know it sounds like I'm complaining, or I'm depressing, or whatever the fuck it sounds like to you. But I hate this all.
I wish you would see the error of your ways... I wish I were capable of telling you off.
I don't know how I'm going to end this, so I'll just say that I don't know how much more of this I can take.
I'm not built to withstand these kinds of situations.
I don't know what to do anymore.
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Well if you ever need someone to talk to, I've been told I'm good at it. Not talking, listening, well some talking, I'm pretty good at advice.
Thanks! :D
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