Saturday, June 27, 2009

What do I want?

The real question.
I feel like lately I've been wrapped up in myself. Like I'm so concerned with my own problems, and thoughts, and ideas, that I haven't really stepped outside of my own brain, and missed a lot going on. I don't want to make it seem like I'm all about myself, because I'm not. If we're conversing, it's give and take. We both share, we both learn, it's a two way street. If I'm the only person talking, I feel like I'm overpowering you. I feel like I'm blabbing on and on about something you don't care about, and you're just standing there wondering when I'm going to stop talking. If you keep talking, and talking, and talking, and don't let me get a word in, I eventually grow tired, and stop listening. Even the most fascinating person in the world couldn't keep my attention for an extended period of time.
I just realized that July 4th is a lot closer than I thought. I'm really excited.
Yet at the same time, I'm not excited about the events that happen 3 days after... But lets not think about that! It's the present, the pleasant, the bing-bong-yay!

Because, everyone's allergic to poision ivy! (except Becca, because she ate it!)
I miss concert days.

1 comment:

Laura Bradley said...

did you know that you make me smile, because you're random and I love it. I love hearing you babble Carly. To take me away from bland.