I make the most of all the stress.

I will admit that earlier, if I told you I was fine, it was a complete lie. I wasn't. But now I can legitimately say that I am. I was being selfish, and that's not a good trait to have. I wanted everything to go my way, and I have to realize that doesn't always happen. (and by doesn't always, I mean rarely ever) And I guess I'll eventually (possibly) find someone that can deal with me. (which probably won't happen for a while, but moving on)
I'm finding out that while I'm not exactly high maintenance, It takes a lot to keep up with me. Doesn't make sense? It's like this...

My personality is sometimes hard to figure out. There are little movements or actions I do that can give you an indication of my mood. But you wouldn't know that unless you really know me as a person. I can be really shy if I feel uncomfortable, or if I get a weird vibe from someone. I'm not one to quickly open up to people about my life, or my feelings, or blah blah blah. It's just not something I would do. I generally like to think that people tell the truth, until they prove to me otherwise, but it doesn't mean I trust them. There are very few people that I could say that I really trust.
And now that I gave you that brief bio. (Brief? maybe.) I would like to say that my feet are cold.
And, I'm really excited that it's summer!

I haven't

really had much to blog about in a while. I mean I have, but I haven't.
So anyway, Katie Hunke is now in Maryland (woohoo!)
And... my stomach is growling. I have to pick up Laura in thirty eight minutes. I have time.
So I've been doing lots of stuff that requires me to leave the house lately. And I haven't been reading my book [:(] (Lock and Key by Sarah Dessen) I've read about a chapter and a half, and it's really good.
I don't know what else to say. I like gummy worms and apples.
I like pretending that I found a worm in the apple, but really it was gummy!

I also like summertime!
And.... (I like you! :) Because you read my blog.)

Questions?

There are some questions people ask, where my response will always be yes.
For example:
-Do you like the movie Moulin Rouge?
-Is your name Carly?
-Do you live on earth?


There are some questions which will always result in no.
For example:
-Are you African American?
-Do you like Scarlett Johannsson?
-Are you an alien?


And there are some questions that are so puzzling, that you don't even know how to begin to answer them:

-Why do all celebrities think that just because they can act (or in some cases, can't) they automatically can sing, and therefore should make a cd?

Sometimes

You get comfortable. You think things will stay that way forever, and then you realize they won't.
That's why I don't get comfortable. I expect things to change. I prepare myself for a letdown before I can even experience the happiness beforehand. I know it's a cynical way to live, but it's the only way I can protect my grape sized heart. Even though it's small, it's not made of metal.