Warning:

Your brain may explode upon reading this.

I'm stuck. In the middle of many situations. And don't get me wrong, I enjoy helping friends out any chance I get. I like people coming to me with their issues, or just to discuss their viewpoints, so I get a fair read and try to see it as a unbiased (well as unbiased as I can be) third party.

But it's difficult. There are certain things I have to tell others simply because it's too much, and my brain might explode if I don't. I have a person, who shall remain nameless for the time being, who I tell this stuff to. And I'm not even sure if they are aware of how much I tell them. But I do. And I'm positive they will not tell others.

That being said. My life as it currently is, could definitely be an episode of The Hills. As much as I despise that show, and would never take part in a show even remotely similar to it, it's true. I can't explain this in detail, simply because that would be giving too much away. But there's a lot of drama. It worries me how I know all this stuff, and I'd like to tell people, but I simply can't. It's not my place to tell. And now I feel I'm becoming very repetitive, so lets look a little further into my mind.
"GHLHALFGEJKLHGVEJLSJLHHTEKLSJ."
Did you understand that?
I certainly didn't. And it's my brain. It's moving so fast that even I, the conductor, am unable to keep up with it. So now I'm no longer the conductor, but more like a passenger.
I would like to say a few things to some people now:

-I think you're selfish and an idiot. I hate saying that, but it's the truth. Please note that I like you as a person, but the things you are currently doing are making me think differently of you.

- It's not your fault.

-You think that you have the world on a silver platter, when really you're abandoning everyone. It makes no difference to me, but some people think otherwise. I wish you the best of luck.

You may say that this sounds bitchy, and maybe it is. But it's what I currently think, and isn't that the whole point of this blog anyway?
On that note, I'd like to say something.
I may talk about myself, my taste in music or movies or clothes, or whatever I feel like writing about. And that's fine. I may disagree with something you like, but I'm not going to post a whole blog devoted on how much I don't like something you like.

Like... music for instance. Not everyone in the world is going to like the same music, and that's a given. But there's no need to bash someone's taste, simply because it isn't what YOU like. You act like you're this godly person who has such incredible taste in music, and everyone should bow in your presence. Well, I refuse.

That last paragraph was a shout-out to Matt. As I refuse to comment.
That is all for now, stay tuned.