did you regret ever holding my hand?

I got the new Demi Lovato cd, and I will admit, I have a girl crush on her. Selena Gomez? Not so much. So now I'm supposed to be working on my english paper, and I have a lot of it done, but my mind is absolutely blank at the moment. I wish my paper was capable of writing itself, that way I could just go take a shower, or paint my nails. Fun fact for the day: one of my best friends left for texas about two months ago, and me just being me.. was pretending that she was at her house the entire time.. Well reality decided to catch up with me and the other day, yes.. two months later.. I realize that no, she is not in fact at her house, and she really is in the smelly state of texasssss. You know, the one that just got hit by the hurricane? Yeah.. but unfortunately it was not near her school so she couldn't evacuate back home. DARN. At times I wonder how people see me.. I generally like to think I don't fit into any category, but who knows? I'm finding that I'm becoming more and more dependant on caffeine. Apparently I tend to shake during english, which I wasn't aware of. (This would be after drinking the monster/coffee.. whatever source of caffeine I drank for the day) So now, I'm pretty sure a lot of you stopped reading a long time ago. Actually, strike that, who actually reads my blog? Nobody.