I don't

play games that I can't win.



This is the reason why you will never see me playing any sports. (I suck at all of them)



This is the reason why I never get involved in mind games. I either end up not caring, or over analyze the situation to breaking point, and then give up.

I'm tired.



I'll leave you with this ending quote that I personally enjoyed.



"Love is not about doggedly clinging to what belongs to you. It's about finding it in yourself to let go, even when letting go breaks your heart."

-a little bit Wicked

Sometimes,

I read my horoscope.
And sometimes it's really accurate and freaks the hell out of me.
This time however, it's telling me I have a boyfriend. Which... is not true.
Why horoscope?
Why do you make me feel depressed about my current relationship status?

On a happier note, I started my new (part time) job!
Selling drugs!
And before you get freaked out... It's completely legal. At a pharmacy. (yay?)

I have allergies. Good day.
I said good day!

I know the world is....

Black and white?

I haven't been myself lately. I need change.
I want to leave, yet I know something's keeping me here. What exactly it is? I'm not sure.
If you've noticed anything off with me, you're the winner! You know me better than I know myself.
If you haven't noticed.... it's not that big of a deal.
It's not a drastic change, and you probably wouldn't be able to tell.
If you're confused... 3,533,464,232,156.
That's how many minutes it will take you to figure out what I'm talking about.

Thanks

For putting up with my shit. (no, not you toilet. but you... should know who you are.)
I know. I'm a pain, and I do try to find everything and analyze it. But I mean, it's what I do best. It's a way for me to find something wrong. Because I feel like setting myself up for failure is better than hoping for success. That way if I lose, I'm not disappointed. But if I win, I'm that much more excited.

And for the record, I find it completely hard to believe that you do not get annoyed by it. I even annoy myself.

Well technically this is day 5. But we'll just say for the record that it's 4.
No coffee! I can do this.

Do you really enjoy updating your blog?

Yes, yes I do. As you can tell.
Do you honestly thing people actually read it?
No. No I do not, but I can post them anyway. I mean, I know that if I tell Brittany I updated, she usually reads it. So that's one person. Then I usually forget what I say, so I can go read over my own blog. So... one and a half.

But I'm getting to the point where I don't even know what to do. Well I know what I should do. Everyone knows. Except. yeah. Everyone currently reading this knows what I'm talking about. I don't feel like discussing it, so I'm going to make a major topic change in...
3...2...1...

Moving on. I didn't have any coffee today! And I don't feel like I'm going to die. In fact, I had tea. Only one cup too oddly enough. But yeah. So maybe the transition won't be as hard as I imagined. But then again this is still the beginning. I still have some caffeine in my system. So I'll update sometime later about my progress (or lack thereof)

Also I'm realizing that at times, I can be a complete mess. I don't even know how to describe it, I just am. And I don't even know how anyone puts up with me.

So on that note, I'm going to leave before I say something I will regret.
What will I regret? Who knows.
Pink bunny rabbits hopping through giant rainbow hula hoops in the middle of the forest.
Next to a cave where the hideous man-bear-pig lives. The creature that is...
half man, half bear, and half pig. You didn't think that was possible? It's completely possible.
In IMAGINATIONLAND!

This is

Day 1.
Yesterday I didn't have any coffee and I almost died.
Today I had tea. We'll see how this goes.

Visiting hours are 9 to 5.

And if I complete the lyric, will you know the song? Not the doctor. Alanis Morrissette.
It's okay, I didn't expect you to know that anyway.
Moving on... I'm attempting to cut back on caffeine. Yet again. And hopefully this time will be better than last. (the other day I drank so much caffeine that I got sick... odd) So now, I'm being convinced to try the tea route. I'll see how that works out... Tea has caffeine in it still, but not as much as coffee. So while I'm cutting back, I wouldn't be completely eliminating it.

I'm going to go watch Into the Wild now. I was supposed to return it to the library on saturday. Or was it friday?
Either way.... I will owe the library yet another fine.

I don't really have anything interesting to say, except I'm quitting Cold Stone.
Turned my note in yesterday.
And... That's it.

I hate

when the milk is past it's expiration date, but you don't realize it until after you've poured it into your cereal.

And my dreams... are beginning to freak me out.
Post Posty post post post.
Coocooooooooooo for cocoa puffs.
It'll drive you insane (in the membrane)
This post is stupid.