as our lives change

come whatever, we will still be friends forever.

yes, sadly my high school career is coming to an end.
in 29 short days, I, Carly will be walking down that aisle, and recieving my high school diploma.
as much as I hate to admit this, I'm really sad. Everyone is going to be moving away, and I highly doubt I will see 3/4 of the people ever again. Which is extremely sad.

Then after graduation, I have to think about the future. My career goals, what I want to be. Sometimes I feel like I should just abandon everything like Chris McCandless.

Whatever, but for now I can just think about graduating. Getting out of this school system with the lesbian vice principle and the granny principle. With it's extremely lame rules, and sometimes even lamer teachers.

GRADUATION HERE I COME.
HECK YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

live like robots?

sometimes i honestly feel like i'm a robot. like i hold no emotions at all, and was designed by some mad scientists inside some laboratory that resembles a haunted house.
like sometimes even when i try to cry, nothing happens. or when i cry, i only cry for about a minute. or less. maybe it's because i'm secretly made out of metal and if i cried for longer than i would rust.

i've got a pocket,

got a pocket full of sunshine.
i got a love, and i know that it's all mine. oh.
do what you want, but you're never gonna break me,
sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, no.

Fun Facts

about yours truly.

1. When I was 8 I got stung by a bee and it swelled up, and to this day I freak out every time one comes near me.
(and when I say freak out, I mean I'm pretty much on the verge of tears)

2. I firmly believe that not all hippies do drugs. DO NOT TRY TO TELL ME THEY DO!

3. I'm kind of a hypochondriac, as much as I don't want to be, I am.

4. I'm really picky about a lot of things: shoes, boys, etc.

5. Sometimes when I daydream I pretend that I'm being interviewed on a talk show.

6. I never memorized my multiplication facts in 5th grade.

7. To this day, I blame my 4th grade teacher on my lack of math skills.

8. I enjoy wearing non matching clothing. I enjoy not brushing my hair. I enjoy doing my makeup however I want to. SO EAT IT.

9. I am pretty much addicted to caffeine.

10. I do not know if I can make it to graduation.

I am done this list.

Horoscopes?

So I generally don't read my horoscope, but today my mom was reading her's so I figured what the heck? I'll see what it says.
So I look at it, and it says:

"You might be temped to spend money to impress people you don't know."

Now, that's really odd.
I think that horoscope may be right.
Sad, but true.

enraged?

Lately, most of my posts have seemed sort of angry. So here's a lighter post to possibly help change the atmosphere of my blog.
So currently I'm "doing my sociology homework" which really means I'm either on myspace, or checking out some other blogs. I look at blogs to get some inspiration for my own. Like take John Mayer, or Greg Garbowski. Pretty sweet blogs, but I don't think I am as witty as they are.

So now I sit, staring at my computer.
Well actually, staring at my homework assignment sheet, and hoping the answers will come to by some magical force of nature. or maybe if I hold the book, by osmosis.
Either way.

Now my family wonders why I am not cut out for college?
Maybe I'll come up with a list of reasons why I feel college just isn't for me.

1. I absolutely despise being lectured to. When people lecture to me, I either fall asleep, or just daydream. Either way, no real learning is occuring.

2. I suck at tests. Scantrons freak me out, because all the bubbles. I don't think I've gotten an A on a scantron, ever.

3. I never remember to do my homework.

4. I refuse to spend so much money on books. Why do I possibly need these books? And who in the world sat down one day decided, "HEY! I'm bored, why don't I write an English book?"

So now, I'm bored of making this stupid list.
This post went on a downward spiral- destination: Doomsville.
I said it would be a happy one, but oh well. I'll shoot for next time,
Maybe I'll talk about rainbows and unicorns.
But for now, I'm going to try to actually do my homework. Wish me luck.

the future is now?

I am perfectly okay with going to prom without a date. It certainly is not up to you to decide whether or not I should have one, so stop worrying. This is my life, not yours. I don't go around telling you what to do. Just leave me alone.
Honestly, if one more person asks why I don't have a date.. I don't even know.
Sometimes people need to learn that they should mind their own buisness, and that my life is my life and not something I wish to share with the entire world.
So whatever, if you go around talking trash about me, or other people maybe it's because your life is too boring and you have nothing else to do.
Grow up and accept the fact that everyone is different, and you won't like everyone in this world,
heck not everyone is going to like you, but do they really have to?
In order to be someone in this life, does everyone have to like you?

car crash?

Want to know what I really think about you?
I stole this from Torrey. But it's pretty cool.
You can make it a game and try to see which one is you!

1. We have gotten a lot closer, and are complete losers together. We really need one of those bank tubes connected to both of our houses. I can honestly say you are one of my best friends.

2. We share a locker, a completely awesome one at that. We always say we're going to hang out, but your mom always ground you. I miss hanging out with you.

3. You moved a few years ago, and although we haven't really kept in touch, I still miss you. I wish we could go back to those competitions.

4. You are an awesome guy, but you are ruining your life. I hope you realize that before you end up dead.

5. I met you sophomore year, but we haven't gotten close until this past year or so. We always have fun, and I'm SOOOO excited for this summer.

6. You creep me out. I honestly have no idea why any girls like you.

7. We used to be good friends, but you really chose a bad path. I hope you get your life in order.

8. I truly believe you are too young to get married. I had to say it.

9. Everyone stereotypes you as a slut, but I really know you are a nice girl.

10. I like you as a person, but you are too dramatic. Stop fighting.

11. I just met you this year, but you are awesome. Especially when you have great eye sex.

12. I think I will always have a crush on you. Me and every other girl.

13. I see you are having fun at college, have fun with that beer belly.

14. Yes, I blame you for Baltimore.

15. Get a haircut, pleaseeeee.

16. You are gorgeous, and I kind of envy you. Please go on America's next top model.

17. You aren't as good of a dancer as everyone thinks you are. You aren't as pretty as you think you are. Get over yourself.

18. We used to be friends a long time ago. You got really attractive.

19. You annoy me. Nobody cares about you and your boyfriends stupid fights. grow up.

20. You are gorgeous, and insane. You have a baby with Kevin Jonas.

21. You are a really nice guy, you just talk way too much.

22. You seem so innocent. You are extremely funny and say the most random things.

23. You have ADHD. And you cut all your hair off.

24. We don't really talk anymore, but you are one of the sweetest girls I know.

25. I swear you are bi-polar.

26. You are one of the whitest black girls I know. You make me laugh.

27. Yes, you got attractive this year. But that cockiness you gained makes you annoying.

28. You are a sweet girl, you just do some really bad things.

29. It's crazy how after all those moves, you end up here. We've known each other forever, and you are an overall good person.

30. I love working with you. Your brother? Not so much.

31. News flash, you are not always right. Get over it.

32. We used to be best friends, but we grew apart. You changed a lot.

33. Yu are one of my favorite people. I miss dancing with you.

32. You are way too hard on yourself. You also have really pretty teeth.